Wednesday, February 01, 2006
FIRST ENTRY of the day:looks like god of wealth didnt pay me a visit ytd cuz i lost like 20 over bucks larhx. den daomin was like gloating over her winnings lor. zzZz. haas. anw, though i lost like hell ytd, i reali enjoy the gambling "session" cuz i sat beside my GRANDPA. i juz feel this weird pang of sadness whenever i see him cuz i noe tt he will leave mi soon. my heart reali ached when i tot of tt, i hav too mani close ppl leaving me le. perhaps tt's y i feel reali sad juz thinking that my GRANDPA would leave me one day. i reali like him bcuz he is reali a nice guy, he reali dotes on me and all his grandchildren. I rmb when i was real young, like 5, 6 years old and i would often go to his house and play. Den i will b reali notti and commit some wrongings larh, my mummy would come chasing mi wit a cane to whack me lar (obvious). My GRANDPA would shield mi de and often he will get whacked ACCIDENTALLY de. sighs. the times i had. well.. and juz to clarify; my GRANDPA is not those old people u hav in mind; old and grumbly. he's not lidat at all kay. he is very cheerful and has only ONE teeth. yea, you heard me. its O-N-E. i dunno how he eats. dont ask me cuz i hav no idea. lols. anw, i sincerly hoped that he will hav a real good time in his last 10-20 years (hopefully) cuz he has suffered alot recently.. reali.. may god bless the kind ones.
with love
5:17 PM
